Protected: ugly me, revisited

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(un)therapy

Tonight’s Dr Jerry session turned into a Bobby-Sarah brawl. It started with a discussion of my goals (I don’t have any), which led to a discussion of communication, which eventually led to an all-out brawl. And then, of course, our time was up. Dr Jerry instructed us to “leave it there” and we’ll continue talking [...]

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Daddy Rant

I have an appt with Dr Jerry today at 5pm for first time since mid-December, and I’m dreading it. I’ve NEVER dreaded meeting with Dr Jerry… ever. But I am today. I’ve been kinda mentally checked out for a while, and I know that he’s going to make me think and I don’t want to. [...]

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Childless & childish, that’s me

So the fury has (mostly) passed. Thank you all for your comments… you’re right, my name is my name and I need to proceed as previously planned despite the name-stealing twit. I’m pretty much to the place where I’ll be able to control my mouth when I talk to Grandma about it, as opposed to [...]

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so wrong

I’m really, really trying not to be a nasty bitch right now. It’s hard — really, effing hard. The pregnant cousin named her baby after my grandmother… which also happens to be MY NAME. What the fucking hell. The family’s not that big — how could she take my name?!? I am going to [...]

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Grrrrr

Was on Facebook this afternoon, and on the News Feed tab, noticed that one of my FB friends had posted an ultrasound pic (clarification – this guy and I were “friendly” in college, but I wouldn’t have considered us “friends”). So of course I click on it because it’s an ultrasound picture and I have [...]

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Protected: Quelling my inner redneck

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Protected: thanksgiving jitters

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Protected: Stockholm Syndrome

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Turkey Week Kickoff

A friend recently wrote “I so wish that I could just turn my brain off sometimes.” Can I get a big AMEN. Wouldn’t it be nice to just say “ok, I need a break… I think I’m just gonna park this thinkbus and go do something else.” And truthfully, at times I’ve been able [...]

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